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At Dark, I Become Loathsome (2025)

2025 · Eric LaRocca · 178 pages · United States of America

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Synopsis

A single line of text, glowing in the darkness of the internet. Written by Ashley Lutin, who has often thought the same--and worse--in the years since his wife died and his young son disappeared. But the peace of the grave is not for him--it's for those he can help. Ashley has constructed a peculiar ritual for those whose desire to die is at war with their yearning to live a better life. Struggling to overcome his own endless grief, one night Ashley finds connection with Jinx--a potential candidate for Ashley's next ritual--who spins a tale both revolting and fascinating. Thus begins a relationship that traps the two men in an ever-tightening spiral of painful revelations, where long-hidden secrets are dragged, kicking and screaming, into the light. Only through pain can we find healing. Only through death can we find new life.

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Why watch it?

A 2025 title built around dark, depressing and Depression. Directed by Eric LaRocca.

Who is it for?

You’ll like it if you enjoy

Not ideal if you are looking for

  • Paranormal
  • Body horror
  • Witchcraft
  • Bestiary

Influences

  1. 1986
    It
  2. 2008
    Infected
  3. 2012
    London Falling
  4. 2013
    Tinsel Fish
  5. 2018
    In The Night Wood
  6. 2025
    At Dark, I Become Loathsome

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